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| so today i was just listening to music and i come accross nevershoutnever!, a small one man band with an amazing voice.
I listened to the song called big city dreams, and i realized this song describes me. Honestly, that's exactly what im feeling.
I need to get out of this town full of thick headed hicks. I really really want to make something of myself.
I know hoping isn't really progress, but what can I do now besides work really hard in school? I mean what else is there?
this town has no opportunities for the fields i'm interested in. All I can do is enjoy my childhood while it lasts, and thats exactly
what I have to do. I know and see too many people graduating this crap school, and then doing nothing afterwards. maybe they'll get a job
at your local walmart, and live with their parents, or maybe, just maybe they'll go to community college for a little and then just
stop. What kind of life is that? I don't want that. When I graduate im getting the hell out of here, I want to get in a good college
at LEAST 3 hours away from where I live. I need to rid of all thoughts relevant to fallsburg, basically. I do have big city dreams, and I've got
this all figured out right now, or so i think. I really hope i don't end up like all of those people, I really hope I don't change my mind
in wanting to leave here and make something of myself. I'm gonna try so hard. I dont want to end up like them or the
highschool teachers that grew up, and came right back to the school they went to so they could teach physical education or english. It
really sucks. I talked to my gym teacher Mrs. A and she said she doesnt mind. DOESNT MIND ?! she's gone insane. the woman is brainwashed,
my boyfriends even convinced. seriously, remember my name. Stacey Oviedo, write it down. :]
We've got it good
Whether you like this town or not
I know it's small but with a big head
it's bound to get hot
In the summer
But the summer is a bummer
If you can't leave
This pathetic excuse for a town
That holds all your memories
A lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams
To be anywhere but here
But baby anywhere is away from me
If you got it all figured out
Then what is there to shout about
This midwest town is gonna miss you
Just go ahead and work it out
But first come on and let it out
Scream it shout tell everybody how your gonna leave
In about one year you'll have it all figured out
These big city dreams are what you're about
Walking like strangers among these states
Only time will tell how long I can wait  oh and thats him, by the way.
his name is christofer drew,
and he's one of the most adoreable
things i've seen in a long time. <3 | |
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| hello everyone.
so basically this whole LJ is for me to just freely express myself. i'm pretty tired of myspace and its always changing everything.
i really love to write, and take pictures. i also do some photoshop stuff which is pretty fun.
i think basically ill be writing stories and making icons and just random stuff.
i dont have many friends on here, but thats okay. im still working on it. :)
im fairly happy so far, and i hope that everyone that comes accross this journal enjoys all the things i have to offer.
and sometimes i might use this as a type of diary type thing. but not often, i dont think.
i love almost all of you,
Stacey
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